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Post by maria on Jan 24, 2007 19:12:05 GMT -6
Maria was in depression. She was in deep and she couldnt get out of it. She tried everything but it kept getting worse. She sighed and slide down the wall. It was one of the only quiet places in the castle and she need that time to be alone.
It was really late at night and there was dim lights in the hall. She talked quietly to herself and tears started forming in her eyes.
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Post by caity on Feb 13, 2007 15:59:58 GMT -6
Caity wandered along the Dungeon Hallways, hoping to find the Potions proffessor. Her migraine potions were running low, for she was experiencing them more frequently, but unfortunatly the young teacher hadn't been able to locate the Potions professor. No one seemed to be down here at all even. It seemed empty, almost too empty.
Rubbing her temple with the palm of her head in a desperate attempt to prevent another headache, Caity turned a sharp corner but then stopped short. Against the opposite wall, sat a young student who appeared to be crying. As she felt her heart break for the child, Caity approached her and said, "Are you alright dear?"
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Post by maria on Feb 13, 2007 16:03:15 GMT -6
Maria looked up, her eyes red from crying, "Yeah I guess you can say I am okay, I am just terribly upset at the moment," She said quietly. She sniffled a little bit and looked back to the floor. "I just been having rough times right now."
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Post by caity on Feb 13, 2007 16:30:39 GMT -6
With a comforting smile, Caity crouched down to Maria's level, ignoring the small pain in her head from her constant headaches lately. Looking the student in the eye, the young professor asked, "Is there anything I can do to help? I mean, I've been through rough times too, so if you need a shoulder to cry on or somthing.... maybe I could help."
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Post by maria on Feb 13, 2007 16:43:55 GMT -6
Maria showed her a smile, "No, I'm fine, you don't need to do that. I bet you have better things to do then sit around listing to a mumbling kid." Maria nodded to her statement.
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Post by caity on Feb 13, 2007 17:09:01 GMT -6
With a small chuckle, Caity plopped down next to Maria. "Trust me when I say this, I really don't." she paused for a moment, her bright green eyes sparkling. "The most important thing in my life at the moment is making sure all my students are alright."
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Post by maria on Feb 13, 2007 17:22:39 GMT -6
Maria laughed, "Well its just a phase i go through, I go in and out of the phase and have been for about....2 years, but I am fine now, for now anyways."
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Post by caity on Feb 13, 2007 19:40:00 GMT -6
"We all go through phases like that," Caity said with a sigh as she rubbed her upper left arm. Although no one could see it under her long leather duster(in fact, it was the reason she even wore the duster) she still has a visual reminder of the pain she went through in the past. "We all have moments and times of depression... trust me on this one.. "
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Post by maria on Feb 14, 2007 11:13:54 GMT -6
"I trust you on it," Maria whispered looking to the ground. She looked over to the Professor. "My depression pops up a lot, I mean I get over it for...say a week, and then it comes back. Has that ever happened to you?" she asked quietly.
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Post by caity on Feb 14, 2007 12:41:46 GMT -6
Caity looked sadly at Maria as she nodded, her brunette hair bouncing ever so slightly and her eyes darkening slightly as she remembered. "Yeah actually... When I was young I did somthing..." she paused slightly and bit her lip before continuing, "I did somthing terrible. Afterwards I went in and out of depression and feeling sorry for myself and letting the guilt eat me up inside. The only thing that eventually pulled me out of it was my friends..."
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Post by maria on Feb 16, 2007 15:13:05 GMT -6
"I don't talk to my friends about it because i am afraid that they will ignore me," Maria said quietly. Tears were still rolling off her cheeks, sadness dripping into her heart. She was so upset. She just couldn't hold in what she thought she could, her tears, her emotions.
{I wish i could cry...sorry random comment. You know this is how i feel in real life?}
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Post by caity on Feb 16, 2007 15:17:33 GMT -6
"Ahh... hun," Caity said softly as she took a change and reached out; she hugged Maria. She could no longer take the saddness she saw in her student's eyes. It was enough to break a heart, the same heart who years ago never thought it would be whole again.
"If they are your real friends, they wouldn't ignore you. " She hugged the girl a second time comfortingly before continuing, "Why don't you just try?"
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Post by maria on Feb 16, 2007 15:28:07 GMT -6
"I-I am just afraid, afraid of rejection, afraid of be alone, afraid of having no one to talk to," Maria said quietly as she felt the hugs she got. She smiled to her, weakly, and then faced her head to the ground. "I just don't want to be alone, and have no friends, thats all."
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Post by caity on Feb 16, 2007 15:34:36 GMT -6
"That is a scary thing," Caity admitted quietly to Maria. "But if you ever need someone to talk to, and you can't talk to these friends of yours... I want you to come talk to me, kay?" she hugged the girl carefully again.
"Everyone needs someone to talk to, and I'll always be here. You won't have to worry about talking to me."
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Post by maria on Feb 16, 2007 15:40:19 GMT -6
Maria nodded, "Thank you!" She said quietly. She was happy she had someone to talk to. She never found a single person that she could trust enough, but she was someone that would listen to her. She wasn't afraid to speak her mind around her.
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